If you've been following along here for awhile you know that I'm a bit of a control freak. OK, it's more than a bit. I don't like surprises. I like to know what's around the corner. I plan and over-analyze most things. I'd rather be prepared for the worst and then be relieved when it doesn't happen. For me it's better than thinking everything is coming up roses and then getting smacked in the face by a thorny branch.
So, this was NOT my week. Issues with Mom's eventual placement are out of control. I have to just wait it out and pray for the best. Because many of the options before us are ugly. I had a meeting today at the hospital. I talked, I argued, I pleaded, I stated my case and I cried. Ultimately it doesn't matter. Things will just happen and I need to try and come to terms with that.
Not easy for me! But based on today's mental state, it's important that I learn - and quickly.
So tonight I tried to settle down and hook on my pillow. I've replaced the bright orange with a darker shade. The difference is subtle but works much better. I think it's hard to see in the picture so you will have to take my word for it.
I think this may be the longest pillow project in history. Sighhhhh! I "really" need to finish this and move on.