It's the day before the big day and I'm actually feeling the Christmas spirit. I honestly wasn't sure I would feel it again. Two years ago we spent Christmas in a Palliative Care room with my Mother. Not the cheeriest of holiday memories. Then last year, my first without her I just wished Christmas would disappear.
There were no tree, a few decorations that friends insisted I put up. I didn't want any part of it. It was a very sad time and I was grateful when it was over.
But this year is different. I want to be a part of it. I have a skraggly little tree that leans a little. Just like me. Lol
Tonight auntie and I will go to church to the candlelight service . I might be just me but I think this is the prettiest church sanctuary .anywhere
Then we will host a little drop in for family. I'm looking forward to it all.
Merry Christmas to you all